Depression at its Finest

I really think that I'm depressed. Okay, well maybe not. But I feel like I am. Today, I had the worst day but its beautiful and sunny out and normally I'm REALLY happy when there's sunshine. I did get some really harsh news, and that is that I will not be a counselor at Camp Tecumsah unless they need people off the wait list. That really made my day baaaad. I am always tired and these past few weeks I've really been thinking about college a lot! I am really excited to go to college. But then again, I'm kind of not..