Fears.

As some of you may know, I am at the lake this week with my family. The lake is beautiful, although in the picture it is a bit cloudy, I still love it. So far, I have tubed, jetskiied, swam in the lake, and water skiied. A few years ago I started water skiing for the first time. I did not do it last year, I don't remember why, but this time it took me a little while to finally say I would skii. After my aunt and uncle finally convinced me, we were out on the boat getting me ready. I was freaking out at this point. I had my stepdad get in the water with me and walk me through it since it's been a while. On the first try, I got up, and stayed up until we did a big U around the center of the lake and I finally said stop. Now I know this story really doesn't make any sense right now, but God has really influenced my choice. In my head after I was done, I was thanking Him for no painful falls (yes, I have fell flat on my face while skiing) but now that I am looking back on the situation. I really believe that he made me scared for a reason. The reason being that you need to trust God and the decisions that He has made for your life. I mean, He did die on the cross for us. The least we could do is trust him. My challenge this week for myself is to analyze the little moments and try to realize why He does things.

P.S. To all my girls :) - I love you all. Once Hannah and I get back I want us all to hang out. I really miss all of you and I need a girl party :)Maybe I can see if I can do it at my house?! Have fun without Hannah and I, but not too much! I'll see you all soon! Hope you all have a good week! God Bless! :)